lotto winner

i admit it...
the biggest pot in phillipine lotto history (p249m= $6m) did not only capture the imagination of many, but mine as well.
if i were the one who won, what would have i done with the money?

buy new things, gadgets, properties?
give some to friends, families?
give most of it to charity, church, anyone who is in need?
or give it all back to an institution capable of helping others help themselves
and go back living life as if winning the lotto never happened?

the possibilities may be long but they are not endless,
it can only go as far as the money can take it.
but the possibilities of its effect to a persons character may go more than that.
and so, again, the million dollar question remains.
what will i ever do with the money if ever i get my hands on it?

when is enough, enough?
if i have love, do i ever need the money?
if i do not have love, what will i ever do with all that money?

a couple of bucks, a million bucks?
what does it matter?
if ever i get my hands on money,
does the amount matter
with what ill do with it?
ultimately, winning the lottery should not change me.
i should change the money.

enough.
it has taken much of my time already.
it is time to pray.